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[24 Jul 2007|03:29pm]
I think I may start on LJ again and organize my crap.. YEah thats about it.
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Cowboy Bebop - Only In Dreams AMV [21 Feb 2007|12:47pm]

Cowboy Bebop - Only In Dreams AMV
"Cowboy Bebop - Only In Dreams AMV" on Google Video
Cowboy Bebop - Only In Dreams AMV
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[19 Jan 2007|03:25pm]
I can't do this. It is really really hard. I don't have anyone to talk to because the people I mention it to either don't care, can't understand, or just get pissed for me brining it up again, cause I can't get over it.
How do you get over something, really?
How do you let go?
I don't think I've ever done it before, just more or less forgotten about it. But when it's thrown in your face in the subtlest of ways. (SO subtle in fact that people start to think your obsessed, and I don't want to be that)
When it comes to this whole letting go thing, I hit a spot. I can't move on, ever. I still hold grudges every time I look at you--anyone. I feel like there are two options.
Moving away, where there is no bitterness, no hatred, no cheating, or lieing, or pain. Or at least, a clean slate. To forget you, and her, and him, and everyone.
Or I lock myself in my room for the rest of myself, only making brief human contact at work, or at school, and only when I have to.
I don't want to do the 2nd option, but I feel like I might have to.
It probly won't help, but I need to tryj to let things go.
IS there on a book on this or something, and can I borrow it?
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[14 Dec 2006|08:49pm]
I just bombed a roth test. Like a major one.
I have a C+ in Government.
I had to work today with a horribly congested head and a migraine.
I have a ton of homework to do.
Yet somehow, I am listening to swllc and I feel like nothing can go wrong.
I feel like the happiest person in the world, filled with immense sorrow.
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[21 Nov 2006|01:03pm]
Just step back and let the whole damn set
give her what she is bound to get.
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[18 Nov 2006|03:26am]
my life = work, make money,spend money on gas and food.
school, work, read, work, school, fail school.
sleep, sleep, sleep, harry, sleep, homework, sleep.

I have no fucking life. it sucks balls
but I'm w/steph and will NO LONGER ignore her for the computer! lol here I come...
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[09 Nov 2006|08:07pm]
It's starting again, and I can't wait for the results.
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[16 Oct 2006|06:30pm]
Wow this is really anoyying.. you made me sound really desprite.. but I'm not.. I'm only INTERSTED. You made me sound like I NEEDED him.
Sweet, now I sound pathedic.. urg.. and you probly scared him away.
What hapened to playing hard to get?
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[11 Oct 2006|02:17pm]
I am so sick. I'm going to be sick. I have to write a paper tonight.
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[12 Sep 2006|05:28pm]

so, time for an update?
Mels birthday was fun, and we had cake. Really hanging with her alot on Mon-weds thats awesome, cause.. mels awesome.
Mutachs,.. working there... hateing it. always hateing work lol, who doesn't? School. minus french class is not challenging at all really.. well algebra but I knew that'd suck going in.
So, hmmm
Me and beau are speaking again?
Me and alan may/are planning on going to the movies, fun fun. SNAKES ON A PLANE. lol. This is a very ADD post... I have to pee and do a take home alg II quiz... till next time..

OH and the old homecomming crew,

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[31 Aug 2006|02:25pm]
School started. It was alright; nothing special. I'm working a ton, and I hate it kinda. Well... hmm, what else?
Beaus a total dick. Yeah, ok, call me a slut when your the one who used me and then left me without notice. And Sean is a total complete unbelivable dick, but I knew that going in. If he comes up again I hope to do something with him. I hate that.
I think it's payback for all the things I've done.

Karma's a bitch.
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[17 Aug 2006|03:01pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Yesterday I fell asleep crying over some boy, and a lost retainer.
Woke up, found the retainer, got a call from some boy, saw Alan, had lunch with Hanna and Denney's, talked to josh, and I'm on my way to swim at Monsoon with Leah.
Some days just work out, you know?
 <-Wow. So he looks retarted in this picture..

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[12 Aug 2006|10:05am]


      Special Attack: Daigoro

                      Yojimbo's dog attacks the opponent


      Special Attack: Kozuka

                      The throwing of a knife


      Special Attack: Wakizashi

                      A giant slash of the sword


      Special Attack: Zanmato

                      The head chop-off move


      Yojimbo only has these 4 attacks, he has no Overdrive or Abilities


      Location: Obtain in the Cavern of the Stolen Fayth

      Side-Quest: Reach the Calm Lands, and head to the top right corner past

                  the Monster Arena.

                  If its your first time through, you will have to fight

                  Defender X. Head down the slope to the right & Save if you

                  want, then head in to the cavern.

                  Head to the back of the cavern & meet Lulu's old summoner.

                  Defeat Yojimbo.

                  Boss: Yojimbo

                  HP:   30,000

                  MP:        0

                  First of all, I recommend you have alot of Gil. Yojimbo will

                  attack you with Daigoro for the first two turns. Summon

                  any Aeon you want but I recommend Bahamut because he will

                  have the most HP & he has no damage limit.

                  Now have Bahamut use Boost and use Mega Flare, the battle

                  will be alot easier if you got to use 2 Mega Flares.

                  Now to the left & right using the warp pad to get some valuble

                  items, when you are ready go forward into the Chamber of Fayth.

                  Its bidding time. First of all chose the third option, "To

                  defeat the most powerful fiends". If you chose this his

                  asking price will be 250,000 Gil. For your first bid,

                  offer half of his asking price, plus 1 Gil. So if you

                  chose the third option offer 125,001. If he asks for

                  300,000 Gil give him 150,001. On your next offer raise

                  your offer by 1 Gil. By the time he asks for 205,000 Gil,

                  you must offer at least 190,000 Gil. If you triple or more

                  his asking price, he'll toss in the pot 2 Teleport Spheres,

                  which let you on the Sphere Grid warp to any node activated

                  by an ally.

      Exceed Max Damage Limit: Get Auron's Celestial Weapon, Masamune

                               You must unseal it with the Mars Crest & the Mars




      Special Attack: Pain

                      High chance of instant death


      Overdrive: Oblivion

                 Massive Non-Elemental Attack

                 In the International Version of FFX it does multiple damage


      Abilities: Skills:

                 Sleep Attack    5 MP

                 Silence Attack  5 MP

                 Blind Attack    5 MP

                 Sleep Buster   10 MP

                 Silence Buster 10 MP

                 Blind Buster   10 MP

                 Zombie Attack  10 MP


                 Black Magic:

                 Fire      4 MP

                 Thunder   4 MP

                 Water     4 MP

                 Blizzard  4 MP

                 Fira      8 MP

                 Thundara  8 MP

                 Watera    8 MP

                 Blizzara  8 MP

                 Firaga   16 MP

                 Thundaga 16 MP

                 Waterga  16 MP

                 Blizzaga 16 MP

                 Bio      10 MP

                 Death    20 MP


      Location: After the Cloister of Trials in Baaj Temple

      Side-Quest: After the High event with Maester Mika, board the airship. Go

                  to the "Search" option & enter:

                  X: 12

                  Y: 58

                  Z: doesn't matter

                  A new location entitled Baaj Temple appears on the list.

                  Now Go there.

                  Before you continue make sure you have collected all of the

                  Destruction Spheres in the previous Temples.

                  It doesn't matter if you got the one in Bevelle or not,

                  so don't worry.

                  If you haven't already, equip Tidus, Wakka & Rikku with armor

                  protecting against petrification.

                  Go straight & dive in the water and head towards the green dot

                  on your mini-map, and you will encounter Geosgaeno

                  Boss: Geosgaeno

                  HP:   34,767

                  MP:   ???

                  This is the boss you fought at the beginning of the game.

                  Defeat him and dive under the water & head for the temple.

                  Follow the path into the main area.

                  Activate all the statues by standing near them. Don't miss the

                  items near the closest 2 statues, in chests

                  Note: If 5 statues do not light, then you will have to go to

                  the Temples you missed and get the Destruction Spheres.

                  The seal did not break because you have to go Zanarkand Dome

                  Cloister of Trials (the big floor puzzle). In the first room,

                  activate 3 white squares & in the second room activate 4 white


                  Get the Destruction Sphere from the chamber that opens.

                  Insert it the the sphere-shaped recesses in the second room.

                  Get the tresure and head back to Baaj.

                  Approach the statues again, and go through the broken seal.

                  Learn about Seymour & the Fayth, and obtain the very powerful

                  Aeon Anima.

      Exceed Max Damage: Anima can automatically exceed the damage limit


      Magus Sisters

      Note: This the Sisters combined information below it will be information

            about each Sister.


      Overdrive: Delta Attack

                 A very powerful Non-Elemental attack

                 In the International Version of FFX it does multiple damage


      Side Quest: First of all, get Yojimbo and Anima.

                  Go to the Remiem Temple in the Calm Lands.

                  To get there, mount a Chocobo, go to the entrance of the

                  area and to the right.

                  Examine the Chocobo Feather to jump to the temple entrance

                  Enter and defeat Belgemine's Aeons

                  Only required ones are Valefor, Ifrit, Ixion, Shiva, and

                  Bahamut Receive the Flower Scepter after Bahamut.

                  Go to Mt. Gagazet and capture the following fiends:

                  Bandersnatch, Bashura, Grat, Behemoth, Grenade, Dark Flan,

                  Ahriman, Mandragora, Achelous, Splasher, Maelspike,

                  and Grendel.

                  Receive the Blossom Crown from the Monster Arena guy.

                  Go to the Remiem Temple and use the 2 key items to break the


                  To receive the Magus Sisters!



      Do as you will       | Lets the Sisters decide

      Fight                | Attack with physical or special attack

      Help each other      | Casts supportive magic

      Go, go               | Attack with magic/skills

      Offense              | Attack or use magic attacks

      Defense              | Defensive skills

      What happened to you | Use Drain

      Combine Powers       | Sisters combine powers for an Overdrive attack

      Dismiss              | Sends the Aeon away


      Exceed Max Damage Limit: Magus Sisters can automatically exceed the damage




      Special Attack: Camisade


      Usage: The main healer of the 3 Sisters, she will cast Auto-Life at the

             beginning of the battle sometimes as an added bonus.



      Special Attack: Razzia


      Usage: Mostly attacks enemies with physical attacks.



      Special Attack: Passado


      Usage: Mostly uses her special attack & sometimes uses magic.

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Lame [28 Jul 2006|03:48pm]

I haven't felt this lonely in a love time.
God where is Ell when I need him?
My brother just left and he is the only person in this world who totally understands me.

I feel like i'm missing something from my life.
Maybe I'm blind.

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[25 Jul 2006|01:35pm]
No time, need money. Ha.
Band camp next week, sorry if I'm gone again. : x
Uhhhh, I <3 Rachel and Andrea and I'm working a tons so I've been far away from LJ, sorry.
But I bet you knew that huh?
Kristen just turned 17, woop.
JP is this really hot guy that I hooked up with once.. now he thinks were dating.. yikes!
Cause were not.

~I'm off like an airplane.
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Hanna; [02 Jul 2006|09:33am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Before I say anything else, or show anything in this entry I'd like to remind everyone that I like men. Hanna, she likes men to. We do not like women. Streight as a board. K.

But Hanna, I sit and wonder. What happened to us? I've lost you this summer. It's really killing me. I know you probly won't ever see this, cause you're not the Lj type but I need to get it out. I miss you. And I know David is leaving and all, and we are both busy. But we need to plan time, make time. I'm i'm tired, too tired to be the one to always start plans. It's your turn, ok? Don't let stuff

fade away.
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I'm in. [30 Jun 2006|08:42pm]
Everybody knows.
I'm in over my head.
my head.
(and its the worst feeling in the world)
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[11 Jun 2006|11:18pm]
[ mood | FAT ]

I've been gone.
Busy with Exams, school, Terra, work, money, bills, planning to go to Thailand,....
and starring down and my
                             rolls of fat.
Wishing they would disappear.

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[20 Apr 2006|04:57pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

My tummy hurts, I have a lot of chores and homework to do and tests to study for.

I'll do those, then homework, then Night at the Roxbury. Cause I need a break from life.. too much stress.

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[09 Apr 2006|09:04pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Rawr rawr rawr...

I'm even more confused now... fuckkkkkkkkk,

Josh, your kiss is to sweet.
And Beau, yours is to far away.

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